Wednesday, June 13, 2018

FINALLY, I FOUND ME

I love me some ME! I used to allow people to use and abuse me mentally and physically just so they would love me. I remember saying as long as I stay, they will know I love them. As long as I'm always there for them they will know I love them. That's just who they are, I can't give up on them....I've lost so much of ME trying to repair other people while I was broken, I couldn't repair myself. Words used to hurt, until I realized they had power over me. I no longer allow words to have any rights to my mental. I took back my power. Now when someone says something to ridicule me or try to make me feel less than. I SMILE and chunk the deuce.....because I was beautifully and wonderfully made in my mother's womb. I was meant to be here. So no matter what you say about me, I'm still AWESOME and they know it. If people make you feel worthless, you are around the wrong people. You are allowing others to dictate your moods. Therefore, they will continually have power over your thoughts until you learn how to discern their motives. Sometimes people don't realize they are the energy suckers in your life. I used to be one. I hated that girl.... After losing my mother I learned a valuable lesson. TIME IS EVERYTHING, SO SPEND IT BEING CONTENT IN EVERYTHING. DON'T LET PEOPLE GET TO YOU. The time and energy it takes me to be upset with others, I lose energy for my husband, my children and the family and real friends that love me dearly. So smile while you still have TEETH! ALL OF Y'ALL ARE BEAUTIFUL TO ME! HAVE A BLESSED DAY!